Some of this and some of that

I think that there are times in life where we all struggle and then we have our ahhhhh moment... I've been following a blog for a bit now and when I read the things that is wrote it does a few things.. Sometimes it just breaks my heart. Sometimes I smile... It amazes me the strength and tenacity you see from people sometimes.. This weekend was a nice weekend. I went to the airport w/Jess to pick up Pete on Saturday. Sunday we had a nice day w/friends from church on the lake. We grilled out, ate lots of food and just had a nice time of fellowship. It'll be time to go to family camp soon and I'm taking the laptop LOL... I can't go w/out some kind of technology... We'll see how we handle a week w/no tv.. LOL.... Will we make it??????? LOL... I hope to get some focus back in my walk w/God. I know I've been struggling w/some things as of late so I'm hoping to get that back. I know that I am blessed and I know it's up to me to do the right things..ie... read my bible more, pray more, all those things that I have let go of late.. Anyway I know I have more things to say but my mind is going blank lol.. I am dreading the lake at church camp.. #1 there is fish in there.. and they eat/wait "nibble" on your toes..ewwwww, it's dirty...#2 that is where Ben got hand/foot/hoof mouth disease or whatever it's called LOL.. That was gross.. But I know we'll have a good time so I just won't get in the water :) unless I have to... Well I suppose it's time for me to finish what I need to...

Life.....

I think that we all have those moments where we overthink things or just say why is me.. I've been on one of those kicks lately.. I've just been in a funk. I'm still in a funk but what I've had the thoughts of is that things could be a whole lot worse... I hate being in this kind of mood it stinks b/c I'm not normally like this.. arrr.... I know I need to slow down and smell the roses so to speak but... There are always buts... I know that I need to journal more. I know I need to read my bible more (that one is a given)... I know, I know, I know...I have so many things running through my head that everything is a blur.. I want to pray it all away.. I need to find my purpose. I've been struggling w/that lately. I do know that... Well it's time to get back to work...